My Network Food of Love experience

We recognize that in the early spring of the network. Finished just after New Year, I started the Internet, in chat rooms, I only have two friends that he and Caine. We talked a lot of things, astronomy, geography, customs. When I knew that he was a policeman, I have a desire to see his impulses. I am filled with longing for the police to this job. listgo,My Network Food of Love experience.The first time we met, I still clearly remember. Day he was wearing a black leather jacket, brown pants, white Yamaha250cc driving a motorcycle, imposing great. We are about to meet a bookstore door, in a far away I saw him, and he Sixia Li looked, I knew he was looking for me, because we are relying on each other's day dress to their own phase identified. I went to him, whispered the question: "I am not the person you're looking for?" Asked this sentence when I blushed (this is the phone that he later told me). He took off his helmet, I answered: "That I am not the person you are looking for it?" We all laughed. He looked very gentle, not like the police. Later we went to Kentucky, where we chatted for a long time. This is our first time we met, is very simple. A second meeting, I sat in the back of his motorcycle, we have across the whole of Shanghai, the day I feel very happy when my first boyfriend broke up for almost a year, but no love. Gradually we exchanges, until the time we went to see a movie together, he told me that he liked me. I was listening to his words, know what to do. I head down, said: "I do not know, I desire to be loved, but did not dare to love." He held me with both hands shoulder and said to me: "I understand you have a knot, I wish I could stay with you slowly untie it." Then he kissed me. I would panic and even a little shiver. I asked: "You are not premeditated?" He looked at me with sincere eyes, replied: "No, I like you, all this Essay and fat." I think that moment, I was really touched by him. Thus we love. Very clever, and we fell in love the first Saturday is Valentine's Day, but we did not meet, because, as servants of the people he wanted to go to work. We are to meet February 15. On that day, we went to see the movie "Spicy Love Soup," After the movie, he went to the Pacific Ocean and bought boxes of chocolate sent me, I feel loved is really a blessing. In fact, he was bigger than I was eight years old, we think there are many differences, we are also often not so happy. I deeply feel that his ideas that I can not fathom, he is unfathomable to me. 29 years old, he is a mature and full of attractive men. So far I remember the first time he gave me the case of warm hands, big hands, gave me endless warm, let me become less of that winter cold. His embrace is my attachment, "the woman heart, submarine pins," If my heart is Flanagan pin, his embrace of the ocean is a Shensui to accommodate fine on my heart. I was a childhood favorite of children by their parents, a bad temper, but he repeatedly put up with me always, and his arms is the only point I have a stable place where I can be any wanton place. What is not happy when I have time, he always gave me comfort, quiet, accompanied by my side. We love each other a month later, he told me that he had to mobilize to work, Corps wanted him to host a news program, he asked me if I have any views. I said: "You are now a very busy time, we only see once a week and sometimes even two or three weeks in order to meet, if you do a show host, will be more busy, so we have the opportunity to meet and even fewer , and I do not want to. But in the meantime I do not want others to say that I am selfish in some respects that there are so many people want an opportunity, but not everyone has the opportunity, and you have such an opportunity should be to take advantage of. "He said:" No, we still be able to meet the same, I will be as in the past will be more busy. Do not be happy, smile, I like to see you laugh like, if you and me together is not happy, I will be sad. I just want to bring you happiness. " I looked at him and smiled. He soon transferred to Corps go to host programs. The beginning when the Corps is to train him, until the original host who became ill, and he was starting to officially host a program. Since then, the number of times we met on the set at two weeks time. Their this program hosted by two people, a change on Monday. Two days off every two weeks, we will rest in his two-day meeting of that. In love with him before I had a very painful feeling, the painful memories of a year's time I did not dare to love, until know him. This is the feelings of the past, so I do not dare to me and his feelings have any commitment. He has more than once said to me, you are still small, and so you set foot on the community, reaching out to many people, they will meet a better man than I am, in order to Hello, we break up! I do not agree, I think this can not be the reason we parted. I said to him: "Whether we are not a mistake, since it has been wrong, so be it wrong in the end bar!" In the meantime, I gave him and this feeling only promise: I will not give up before you this feeling. I sometimes suspicious, but he never mind, just to enlighten me. I am very happy, because he is worthy of my trust. Before he transferred to the Corps, he had a week's holiday, we leave the last two days he went to Wuxi. I remember that it was the largest this year, when the snow. In Wuxi snowing that night, we have crazy sex, endless obtained from the other side, as if this life we are all one. At that moment, I thought it would be my last, but also the feelings of life, I thought I was the happiest woman in the world. In Wuxi, the second day, we went to Ling Shan Buddha, surrounded by a vast snow in the mountains, I stood at the foot of Buddha, with my most sincere heart, promised a small wish: would like to Buddha bless us walk safely in this life. However, the God get one, everything changed in his job after them beyond recognition. Soon after, he changed jobs, I also have a part of my own work is at this Hong Kong company for property management, work easily. It's really interesting to say, our management of the girls, there is a half yes and I have a school. Go to interview the first day I met a girl, called Yi, she and I am also a school out, we are talking about are quite speculative. Later I was admitted this company, and Yi has become colleagues. Perhaps because the company's first contact is Yi's sake, the relationship between me and her than other people to the better, we often walk together after work, I have her as my friend to look at. After my work was in the past, gave him every day at noon to play Kaoji (past the time at school I had been playing every day at noon to give him Kaoji, school and home to him playing Kaoji, and then he came home from work at night give me a call, over time, it has become our habit). On one occasion, he and I had arranged to have dinner together after work, so I go to him after work. That day I and Yi with the subway, but also in the same direction (usually we are in the opposite direction). Yi asked me: "Where do you sit down?" "Quite far from now, Lianhua Road, and then even transfer." "Coincidence, I would sit there, you change what type of car?" "PLB, 804." "Too clever, and I was, I went to the village Meilong 6, you do?" "Meilong five villages, I and my boyfriend had arranged to go to eat." Then we talked about him, Yi said she envied me, because I have a good boyfriend. In fact, I have always thought so. To our common destination, Yi asked if I could accompany her to buy fabric, and I agreed, and I called the phone with him, and his appointment to meet at the place to eat. In this way the fast-food shop door, through me, he and Yee had met. Is also a week, morning shift had my turn. So on that Thursday, we are dating. The day he came to pick me from work the car to leave the unit later, I suddenly recalled that Yi is also a 4:30 from work, so I used his cell phone calls to Yi I called and asked her not to go back and join us, Yi readily accepted. We have turned around to pick up the front of Yi. On the way home, Yi talking about a few horror films look quite good, and I would recommend the evening let us look at Yi and VCD, Yi at first refused to see us after the kind invitation, it does not reject. That night, we watched two horror films, not very scary, that is so disgusting point. It was a seemingly very ordinary night, that is, that night changed the relationship between the three of us. As we watched the day after VCD is a Saturday, I am because of the flat inside a drawer to the lock, so to call him and let him take me to the car to open a drawer unit. He readily agreed, but did not even eat breakfast on the coming to pick me. Been flat back, he told his mother something happens, he could not accompany me, I said: "Never mind, then you come with me, take a look music bar!" He agreed, and we visited the Four record shop, buy six albums, he only took one, the rest are left to me. That was the last time we met, the day I feel that our feelings than usual, but also a step forward, better, and I am very happy. After more than two weeks we have not met. Then one day at noon, I still call him as usual, I have already started to complain that we have not seen for a long time, he always said he was busy every time I always told myself to understand him. And he was really busy was I, and his Dadang who have been hospitalized, he attached a person more than a month without a break to do programming, but also busy traffic police patrol the merger, and I think he's Tinglei. On that day, I picked up the phone, I asked a question almost every day saying: "When did you have the time, I am good to see you, I want you." "Do not know, these two days busy." "Let us forget, you have to be careful body, a good rest, do not tired, I will sad." "I know of." "To be honest, I think you have these two days seems a bit not quite right, do you have a new girlfriend is not it?" "Yes, us part!" I was shocked, and have a good while before, said: "Yes a joke? I am sure you will not do." "It's not a joke, she never complained about my work busy." "I do not believe, you are cheating me." "Yes, I did not lie to you, us part!" "I want to see you one last time, put the whole thing back to you, since it is the case, it had broken clean." Finished, I hung up the phone, tears streaming down disappointing, I ran into the bathroom, he served as tears recklessly down. I cry drew my colleague Jessica. Jessica is a very honest girl, is our office recognized as a good kid. She looked at me cry, do not know why, I always felt strange to her eyes. She asked me why do cry, I just features a move to shake their heads, said nothing. Later, I thought I was not a person to bear, I told Jessica to be because of my love away from me. She did not expect a clear-cut to me, said: "to leave his bar! He was not a good man." I am surprised to look at her: "Did you know what?" "Do not guessing, I do not know anything." "You must know that man?" My intuition told me this matter is not so simple. "Is it Yi?" I do not know why, Yi's name suddenly jumped out. "If she was, how would you do?" "Yes, she must be her." A voice shouted in their hearts to. Instantaneous, tears, such as burst the flood, I would choke with sobs. Jessica is still repeating: "to leave his bar! He is not a good man, he does not deserve your love." I am silent, but not stop crying ... ... Subsequent days, I had a very difficult period in order to restore the feelings of the desperate play the fool, Yi birthday, I am still as in the past against her, bought her a birthday gift, as always, are good. However, when his car again and again appear in the units of the door, I know all my efforts all in vain. Between them all so that the pain is determined to cut off between me and him all the entanglement. The last time I saw him, was his work to pick Yi. In the Yi there, I said to him a lot of words. "Remember I said, I did not before you give up this feeling. Hide,: 'fate is the day set, and copies of human Wai's' not that we do not fate, but that you personally destroyed it. I already tried, I would no longer be left to you ... ... " Out of the car, I saw Yi face with a proud smile walking towards me, I also smiled and walked toward her, and I walked in front of her, hit her a slap, and then, I have no expression of the left, do not even the first time, I do not even know what time of the Yi expression. Since then, I have never seen him, and did not know how he is now like a. At first, I used various methods to torture themselves for a week without eating, knife across the back of their own, looking at the blood seeping Cecil, I actually have no perception, and then discovered that tears the next, however, Shan. A month passed, and finally one night, I suddenly wake up, I feel bad feeling this is not passing away, but love and friends twin betrayal, this betrayal is almost made me lose the raw courage, after experiencing this of the month, I was growing up, I realized the importance of family to me, I will not feel sad for these people sorry, I have to carry too, over part of my own life. Postscript: While I am prepared when the door closed body center, there is a boy in my life, our heart conversation, I told him about my past, he gave me comfort. That night I think I have one more friend, and he said: "that night to give him a lot of harvest, he saw my good." Subsequent days, we often together. Then, 150 days later, I wrote this article the occasion, to sacrifice that part of the feelings of the dead, he has become an integral part of my life, his emotions and affects me likes angry funeral music. Some people asked me: there is truth on the network do? This issue is not one or two words can be explained clearly. Whether in reality or in the network, the acquaintance between people, knowing each other by fate, but the performance of the network form and modes of expression and in real life there is a great difference. In real life, people first of all through the appearance of the image, and many other sensory impressions to judge a person to determine whether their communication and interaction. In the network, through one of the most efficient way to determine the exchange of ideas and each other, precisely because this is the way it brings the curious, mysterious feeling, perhaps this feeling is that you have longed for a long time, but in reality but can not find, that perhaps the network of Food of Love! In fact, I think the network is the same emotional feelings and the reality, not and most people imagine, and self-belief, as seems to be fast food, our people will love it, because it is way of expression and the form of text in the silent beating in In the realm of people's hearts years pass with each other's thoughts and feelings can be carefree, unfettered, even with audio equipment and even unwilling to use, is to this feeling! Because of this feeling though not deep-seated, but it is enough to remember this, physical pleasure and injury pain, we can because of the passage of time be easily forgotten, and even some real hatred inside out can be easily resolved, but the mental pain or the joy of feeling it is not easily resolved away, because we have intentions to exchange ideas, to pass, we swore off the most hypocritical expressions and expressions of those movements with the hypocritical behavior of the soul the most, goodness and beauty True, in the network have been excited out of, no matter how simple, how many shallow, but in the network where we are fully expressed in the moment, our spirit is to the noble. Admittedly, because of the reality where we are a variety of reasons, the network will eventually refuse to love, because there is no real-life support, it may break, suspension, however, whether this can be that we only maintain the suspension of broken tools and Food of Love means, we can not on a network share, but we can not miss, can not miss, can not but remember, time will only slowly slowly dilute the desire and indifference in the network, but after the passers-by hurry, but it will never die Let us keep in mind the people and things, unless you do not have memory. Networks also make lovers get married, and then the network is purely a media role, it makes an emotional resonance by the idea of a total dissolution, to the reality of coexistence, it is only to interpersonal The acquaintance, knowing each other for a procedure. To focus on thoughts and feelings, rather than focus on the appearance of the people through convenient way to link a network that is perhaps the true Food of Love! Despite the crowded social life, more and more luxury to be the people's hearts are getting lonely, lonely, at a friend's laughter in the province of a show, you might temporarily forget the troubles, but you lonely, lonely at heart the deep Who can tell? Your life, perhaps we have many friends, but to truly understand your inner Several people? Therefore, since ancient times, people will feel "soulmates hard to find, confidante difficult to achieve" ah! I also hope that the network can really lonely to lonely one who can provide the Pure Land, so that mutual feeling of loneliness, lonely soul and psychological injury to be comforted, so that sub-tropical climate here, acquaintance, intimate friend, with sincere hearts to each other the pain of ironing ! 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